I think i'm tapping on someone's internet now ._. i'm not very sure...... lost the connection a few times today and i think i permanently lost my own wireless router's name. idk if the name changed or what but, aiya whatever...shall just finish blogging and turn off the com.
haven't done much the whole day except use the com and read The Rescue. :)
halfway done!
anyway i thought my score of 336 for the fastclicker was damn pro alr, until i checked the high score and saw matthew's with 551....wtf. and junliang's at 400++... and so on. kns, i'm only #7th with that score! hand super cramped la. haha.

so yesterday&friday was the 24hr can marathon. had dinner at ljs before heading to school. it wasn't what i expected to do... ended up cheering the fb guys for their recordbreaking relays, playing volleyball with some of the girls, then tennis the whole night w/ various people. its seriously the whole night, from 10pm all the way till 6am. breaks here and there.. cos the guys had another RBrelay at 2am. and weiling&i ran one round each! :D woohoo. that was i think my 6th round around the track so i was kinda tired already, haha. but still, it felt awesome after finishing! :)

tried to sleep at the grandstand..but it was either too noisy/too cold/ uncomfortable. oh well. probably a 15minutes powernap. hung around before bathing... watched the last 1hour of the RBrelays. nearing the last minute, i mustered enough courage in me to get up and approach someone. & with small michelle's reply of "Go" to me after i asked "Go, or don't go" ... I did.

And, I have no regrets.
Having waited almost 14months, hopefully things are beginning to change. Shit, i was nervous as hell. Mostly silence. Awkward. But nevertheless, it's a start.
Went for macs breakfast with some 1308 people.. manda,grace,fi,jl,thongz,bearie&matthew. my right hand was trembling like crazy for damn long. fifi tried to stop it but she was kinda absorbing the tremors. haha. & bearie tried to shake my whole arm to stop it but to no avail. -.-zz....
only grace & i had to rush back to school, with neighy. mm... duty from 10 to 1, utterly boring. stupid highstriker game -.-.... haha. peppermint BBT & home! zomg tired. SLEPT FOR 17HOURS, only time i got up was for dinner. hehe!

feels awesome, yes it does.
apart from aching all over & my fingers still shaking a little, i feel pretty good about all that's happened.
the only thing now is... what's next?

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Sometimes all you need is blind faith & a little push to try.

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Harrrrrrrrrrrrrrrllllllllllllllllllllloooooooooooooooooooowwwwww :]
I'm updating with some long overdue pics!
Anywayyyyy, chem spa was fineeeeeeeeeee. Just couldnt rmbr some stuffz. :(
Ohwell, hopefully i don't get marked one level down.

Yesterdaaaaaaaaaaaaaay school was pretty bearable except for physics. Idk why physics lessons are so boring now.... grace&i got scolded for sleeping, blehxz.
& the second time i got scolded for nothing :( yuan wang yahhhhhh.
ate at blackboard, went parkway w/ grace&fifi..... then parents fetched me home zz.
slept from 5+ till dinner then sleep again till ....1+am. haha.
so retarded. on a lighter note, i started packing my school stuff last night! ^^
proud of me!
hehs.

school was a waste of time today jeez. 3periods of physics, the lecture wasnt even a proper lecture...haha. 2 periods in the lib spent playing taptapR,tictactoe,pacman...eating subwaycookies,drawing trebleclefs and some...weird thingy for amanda's choir friend, taking pictures..... hehehehe. :D
maths was also a waste of time since we finished everything alr! ms ng left us off early. haha. went pizza hut for lunch w fifi grace & kow. zomg shared the cheezy pizza thingy with grace.... half a 10" pizza eat plus crisscutfries & soup & drinks. whoots. love th cheezy crust babeh 8)

alrighty, watched one episode of BOF! now i'm offfffff! slap my face, what the hell possessed me to go back to school and stayover. dammit. ah whatever la, hope it'll be fun.

pictures!

girlzzzzies

lol.


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Hello world.
Michelle is back again zzzzz.
team dinner was funfunfun :)

Lets see... friday was the choir concert. Was supposed to meet at 5 but ended up sleeping and meeting at 6. Shokudo dinner, bought a rose for manda before finding our way to VCH. Strangely, i don't have any pictures from Hairspray. =/ Do i ???? Eh i think got, but not with me.

Mm. Saturday morning napfa, who the hell suggested putting it on that day man. Its the weekends for goodness sake. Jeez. Ah well everything went o-kay i suppose. Woohoo sit&reach 61cm, 2cm short from last year's but eh whatever its damn good right. haha.

went home......attempted to fix the internet & gave up. slept awhile before going to raffles city again to meet soph bern royce nikki. dinner, once again, was at shokudo. and i. ate. exactly. the. same. things. as. the. day. before.
its like a fking routine man. made our way to VCH... zzz... almost late, but not quite. tried to stay awake but man, we were sitting so far behind, i didnt have my specs so i saw no shit either. haha. ended up trying to steal nikki's iphone from his fingers cos he was so busy playing thruout. grr. royce kept calling him selfish. haha.

after the concert, they were in a hurry to leave the place. rawr. was draggggged away by them and we headed towards the macs at clarke quay. joked around and all that bfore finally heading home around 11+. karma's gonna bite us reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal bad. hahaha.

wheeeeeeeee. life's great when you have people you love around you! rightoooooz. but it just isn't complete. sunday .... i tried to organize my room but hoho, i have failed. keep getting distracted. but yah at least the internet is fixed. whoots. team dinner was a blastttttttttttttttt! :D :D :D
i had a great time talking and talking and talking. i dont think i've been this excited talking so much for very long. mm.... probably said enough to last for a few days. i will upload pics some other time! :) :) :) just wanna say i love tjfloorball, our big happy family. i love you girls! :D lotsssssss! and thankyou coach kenneth! :)


meanwhile, pictures fom prelude29 (lindayeoh, it had better be your last concert ah....lol).

with pikachu!

pikachu and chenghiang!


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Haha hi!
Happy me! I feel quite free but not very free also since ahem, some people still so busy.
& yahhhhhh i have finally given in and am attending linda bearie gino etc's last concert.
Lol. Just woke up from a 4hour nap and i thought it was early in the morning already, can prepare to go to school. but noooooooooooo, it wasnt even midnight when i woke up. =.= Oh well, shall go back to sleep soon.
Anyway, I'm SO PROUD OF MYSELF!
Went swimming on sunday morning(yes after i slept at 6.30am&woke up) and i have mastered butterfly!
AWESOMEZ!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D
butterfly butterfly! Its bloody tiring though, poor shoulders. I wonder why they call it the butterfly. It doesn't even look remotely like one when you 'fly', its more like a dolphin with wings instead of fins!

Oh well ok enough about swimming. Watched tv before going out to meet royce. Damnit i got scammed, went all the way to tampines and the pen shop was gone! He laughed like mad at the empty place and said "omg hahahah i swear it was here this morning" after making me walk idk how long under the hot sun thru ulu ulu places + smelling GROSS rubbish thx to the dustbins & waste collecting area, nearly puked la. gagging away. hahaha.

left for steamboat dinner with fam at golden mile immediately when i got home at 6.30... i hate steamboat. -_-....... i mean, putting things that i like to eat inside would be nice(!) but all the stuff my fam puts in is SEAFOOD. Yucks. So i ate chicken rice w chicken cutlet instead. LOL. slept before 10pm (hahahhaahah, stupid wireless thing was screwed again ytd) !

had 2.4 run today er ... lol. advise to those who havent taken yet, never start from the back!!! waste a hell lot of seconds just to cross the start line and more difficult to overtake alr la. nubcake sia :( and i was talking to shengxian for the 1st slowslow round, haha. Yeah, th 2 mistakes i made but oh well, still satisfied with a B la. Idk if i shd retake nxt week to get an A but see my mood la huh. :] ty bearie for helping me record timings! & fi for waiting for me to bathe, haha. the 2 lectures were a waste of time though. totally not listening anyways. eating beef stew at 12 is sad... no scrambled eggs :( plus teh rain = sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!
sigh.
it was a really wonderful day to sleep. what a waste!

shucks la i feel damn stupid. haha. amanda felt a little like how i feel everyday today ---- lost in lessons. & she said "don't you feel worried? or numb already?" ohman, i really should start. need a super big big big big push. and jl saying "you make me feel alot better" just makes things worse.+ ms tng specifically pointing me out first to write in my notebook the chem hwk w/o even checking my tutorial (ok fine it was empty as it have always been since last year)........ D: haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaa. i hate school :( don't know how i'm gonna survive till the end of A's though i as sure as hell know the time after that would be a blast! i can't even drag myself to school anymore, parents have been fetching for the past few weeks. lawl.

on a brighter note, green fairy iceblend is the new love!!! :D ! walked to the mrt with neighy, yuxuan & xiaoqin after school. yay for seaweed. haha. kkkkkkk, sleeping time again.
aiya, shall wake up earlier to do my environment youth envoy essay thingy. walao i have no idea wth to write la.

GUYS, ALL THE BEST FOR 3RD PLACING LATER! :D
HOOORAAAAAAY!

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Omg don't ask me how but i have once again somehow managed to sleep my whole damn saturday away.
Yeah, once again.
After blogging and playing tower blocks i slept till 8+pm, wahahahahaha.
Dinner and watched BOF till now....... Jeez.
So much for 'determination and willpower'
My ass, i'm still a lazy-as-hell procrastinator.
Woohoo, go me.
Dinner was cancelled in the end :( Oh well, soon after fb ends for bx& chenghiang's done with bandconcert.

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Haha hi :) Michelle has been in a good mood! Life's been goooooood. It seems as though i haven't been attending lessons in a looooong time. either that or my soul just ain't present. Wahahaha.
Bright items make me happy! :D Esp rainbow colourzzzz!

Littlemisssunshine :D (Which has a hideous scratch now after Adiv, GRRRR)
Haha yay so colourful right, bought at vivo last week teehee ^^


Anyway, yesterday was good. We had mass ponnage for econs lecture. And surprisingly, linda went. LOL. amanda&co didnt also pls :) :) :) was with royce chatting away & playing mavis' itouch muahahaha. linda&kow made an attempt to scare us by saying mrs beetsma wanted to see us cos she know we weren't there. but LOL lihui told us mrs beetsma was in the canteen drinking coffee. HAHAHAHA. chhiiilllllllllllllllaaaaax yo.


went bugis with mei & royce aftr that. :D manhatten fish market for lunch @ iluma! walked around wanted to buy bag but nothing nice :( we saw kaykay though! she's really pretty! complete with makeup and fakelashes also ah. royce wanted to take picture with her :P but nahuh. hahahahha. we need to go out tgtr with mavis more often, last time we saw fiona xie and now kaykay. lololol.


went back arnd 5++...royce came over cos he wanted to gym before meeting the swimmers. but he fell asleep while watching some show and laughing at my fat bro. parents came home then we went to the gym! stupid idiot drag me there but ok la, forces me to run, haha! goooooody. slept early last night before the reply came in from bear calling me a horny woman?! LOL.


woke up just now confused like.. what on earth did i say and i checked but totally no link pls. Hahahahha. i'm just in a good mood uhhuh. maybe cos i'm meeting the peas for dinner at lagoon! HOLAAAAAAA! :D :D :D
SOME PICS FROM THURS!



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Firstly,
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY MAVIS LIM HUI MEI!
So sorry we couldn't make it an extra special day for you other than all the singing (i think i sang like 4 5 times today) and making teachers sing. Haha. Will make it up to you! :D
Fatso, lucky you have ziheng la. Hehe, rabbitmouse in the flower.

Next, fight on guys. It was tough but you gotta pick yourselves up k!
"Lose with dignity, win with humility"
"Champions may lose, but the rate they pick themselves up is phenomenal"
- Coach Kenneth
(Omg, slap me i'm becoming a mini coach kenneth)
The girls will always be here rooting for you all! :D
ALL THE WAY!

Mm, so coachkenneth called me during gp lesson today, i was whispering as if i were constipated la, LOL.
then he asked me to call back later since i'm having lessons and he called mei after that. she was just beside me -.- hahaha. anyway we havent written the reflections thingy yet, gotta write soon! he talked to us during the break after th 1st period of the guys' match just now cos he was around the area, haha.

Aiya, nothing much to say also. My neck has been a pain in the ass recently (haha that sounds stupid), its so bloody sore! And today is the first time i borrowed something from the tj library! in fact, 3 nicholas sparks books! lawl, old school i know. mrs beetsma kept picking on me during double econs today. target me first sia, followed by all the guys. kanasai, D: i'm gonna start studying already la! don't wanna be last in class anymore, hahaha. i'm so popular with the teachers for remedials.

oooooh, i didnt mention i finally cut my hair aye! :] spent my entire monday with tako, went cafecartel at marina to eat. sat there for a few hours man. cut hair cut hair cut hair! met my family at astons for dinner, bloody hell the momster said i looked like a lion. =.= i think its more like balding monkey can.

TGIF tmrw :] happiness for the weekends! hope to go skating wheeee. i finally have no excuses to procrastinate anymore... so its time for me to start behaving like a year2 geek 8)

anyhoooooz, peeeeekchas! :) totally not in order, super screwed up i lazy to arrange. and some looks weird cos of the piktur scaling to join the pics and save space. hehs. er.. i'm not sure if it works like lj but ok just try la whatever.



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